"Change is inevitable - except from a vending machine." - Robert Gallagher
It's probably the understatement of the year to say that it's been awhile. Of course, I didn't expect to just start writing again and not explain to my 23 followers (and the hundreds of you that anonymously read - I know you're there - I see the numbers) where I have been. So we'll start at the beginning.
I wouldn't say that I'm a person who invites change. I don't go out of my way to avoid it, but at the same time, I don't actively seek out opportunities to change things up. I'm a fairly habitual person and so most of the time, when I experience an event that results in a moderate-to-serious life change, it puts me "out of sorts" for awhile. So you can imagine, when over the course of two months (late February - late April) I: got engaged, resigned from my old job, moved out of my apartment into Daniel's house in a new city, and then started a new job (in that order), it was a little, you might say, unsettling. One major life change at a time is enough but to experience four in such a short time is....interesting.
In retrospect, it was probably better for me that everything happened all at once because I had less time to process each individual event and overanalyze everything. I had already planned on moving and that was a blessing in disguise when I left my old job. Being unemployed was a humbling experience and I can honestly say that I will never consider being a stay at home mom now - I have realized that I really need to have a professional outlet in order to feel good about myself and feel like I am helping to contribute to the family. I have a wonderful new job now and I honestly love my coworkers and my new environment. I won't say too much, but leaving behind massive amounts of stress and a toxic working environment, all while doing a job that doesn't make you feel fulfilled and proud of your work, can really make someone's quality of life increase drastically.
So here I am. It's been a crazy past few months, but thanks to the love and support of my fiance, family, and friends, I made it through the hard times and have been able to rejoice in all the good that these changes have brought to my life. I am finally settled in my new life and routine and if this is what I have to look forward to for the rest of my life, I'm one lucky girl. There is so much to be said about faith and I am so glad that somewhere in my life I realized how important it was to have faith in yourself and that in the end, everything will work out - maybe not the way you want it to, but the way it's supposed to.
Don't worry - while I've been taking some time to recharge and get settled, I've come up with some really great blog posts to write. You didn't think I would come back without quality material, did you?
