To say that 2011 has been the craziest, most challenging, and happiest year of my life would be a gross understatement. The truth is, I already knew 2011 would be different somehow, before the year even started. I'm not a psychic by any means, but I had been getting clues since September 2010 that 2011 was going to be a big year.
Disclaimer: I'm not crazy or devoutly religious. I believe in God and the principles of Christianity but this was my first experience with something like this and so the explanation of "signs from God" is the best thing I can come up with to explain it. So don't call me crazy.
I don't know when I really started noticing the repeat appearance of "11:11" but I would say it was around September of 2010, probably right after my birthday. I just started seeing that number everywhere - mostly on a clock, but a couple of times it was my total at a restaurant or something like that. It just seemed like every time I looked at the clock, there it was - 11:11. It happened in the morning and in the afternoon when I would randomly think what time is it? and there it was. Coworkers would stop by my desk to chat for a minute and then ask me what time it was - and you guessed it, many times it was 11:11. I would receive texts and emails timestamped at 11:11.
I think most people have heard that when you look at the clock and it's 11:11, you are supposed to make a wish. So I did that - and it didn't come true. I wished for something else - again, no luck. Finally I decided the third time was the charm and changed my wish again - nothing happened. That's when I decided that something else had to be going on here. This clearly wasn't about wishes or at least one of mine would have come true. That's when I started thinking that maybe it was some kind of sign from God about something. Maybe something was going to happen on November 11? I waited the whole day with baited breath for something - anything - to happen and to my disappointment (and I have to admit, relief) nothing happened. I gave up trying to figure out what 11:11 was supposed to mean, but I kept seeing it over and over. It got to be pretty frustrating.
Then, a year ago yesterday, I was in the shower getting ready to go out for New Year's Eve when it hit me out of the blue. 11:11 was not a month and a day, a time, a Bible verse, or anything like that - it was a year. 2011, that was getting ready to start in a few short hours, was going to be an important year for me. And boy, was it ever.
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